My life. My poetry, travel, and musings.

My life. My poetry, travel, and musings.


My Poetry


Dogs and Love

I know what it was
I lost some dogs too
What was it about me and you
Your fluorescent color

Hiding behind the shadows I'd explore
What was it I was seeking
Time perceiving
I reminicise

Life outside and inside said confines
Before this virus
Everyone has their own agenda
So did I, so words aren't lies

But I've been so in love at times
Down to my demise
Matured and wise
But seen out of sight

Your secret admirer
If I was behind a screen
You'd know what was seen
So a shadow one wouldn't know

What was now brought to light
Screaming to the heavens
Was never the reason why
It's more like a lie

To keep us distracted inside
What's my daily briefing
Or was my life becoming misleading
One out of a million
How could I be the one

Only a flight to everyone
I miss what begun
My life could change
But so did I

I mean why
Did that
Have to make you
Forever in your space and time

The people the places
Chasing my plants love
To a woman
A goddess chosen

For divinity to be known
What is not what you see
Pray the wrong way
Night be a sword or knife
Remember we flew to the stars

I ate the best foods in lands
Trapped by my own plan
I was heart broken
But everyone was

A presidents plight
A magic carpet ride
A guy watching above the sky
Intelligent life
I can be I try

Worse as we age

A bond a summon

A witches coven

Sorry exploitation

Two faced

Two spirited

Dirty air

Dirty gas

Runs on oil

Forgets who's last

One out of a million

Children at that

Breathe in me

The other life

Is so diverse

Like we


Us versus them

Toxic waste

From electromagnetic haste

What a case

I almost forgot

I hung my head in our disgrace

While eyes penetrate the eyes

There must have been some glitches 

In his own code

Win or lose

I'd rather be a stone unturned

Off Into Space

You in the porno

Being killed in my sleep

Undergound in something

Flying high or underwater

Seeing faces and the truth

Shooting to stars and astral projection

Wish you could do that more often

It looks more nice without ego and such

When chained up, doors can open up

Blue goggles from them

Preachers and Sayers 

Believers and prayers

Jeb or Bush

Some were just torture 

And darkness consumes light

Between just two people

And the rest

The rest

Tied up in bed

I guess you were in the porno

Shooting stars

At best

Seeing a dragon in a heaven

Making a wish

I met a devil 

I guess she was fake

But I had to keep her

Whether it was fate

Opposing parts

Tied up as of late

One out of a million

If Bowser ever blew a fireball

Peach never knew a daisy

But a flower forbidden fruit

Had my semen all misconstrued

Dirty linens remind of your sin too

But hey what else can I do

When everything is used against you

But on top of my cowboy boots

Stomping grounds marking my turf

Groundsmen line up again

Like it's school all over again

But too cool for you

I was never no fool

But a dunce cap

For the most likely to succeed

In the highest truths

But if you like the superficiality

I can give you some artificial advice

My eye has known all kinds

Take my lives but keep my memories inside

Outsides all sides

Blowing up my smartphone all night

Like they had something to say

The movie never turned out

Before you catch what I had to say

Gates of harvesting and death

The highest light would never regret

Too deep poetic abstract

But I'll keep it real for you and princess peach

I've had enough of you under my sheets

Where's my soul mate

In front of my face

My aura radiates

In time

Your spam

Fish in a can

Your slips my hand

But time will tell in any land

Freeze time

Frozen sands

Out of your sight

Out of my mind

Unless you have something to say

Saints never die

I'll be known for the right things

As long as I know you could never hide

What we all have deep inside

I guess life didn't work that way

Memento mori 

Penny for your thoughts

Lenny killed Sami

Teddy wasn't you you see

He loved his mountains

But you could have helped Bruce Lee

God rest in peace

Puppets on strings

A ceramic cabinet

A laugh a habit

Finding no love in all the wrong facets

Skulls harvesting

Fecal matter

Same as the last man

But let's all be righteous 

And wondering who's in heaven and hell 

But where will you push me away from you on Earth

I could hardly tell.

What was on your shelf

Time skips hit in a parallel universe

One out of a million like the old man said

Better than having a mil 

To stay meek as I paid to thee

My kicks

Leader behind the scenes

Memories dreams reflections

A dead skeleton

A watchful militia

But I've known mobs 

Enough to say I've been

A treasure in lost sands.

Lived through it all

Nothing left to give

But my freedom

You be the one to repent.

Soaked in the rain

Soaked in Rain

When night falls

I get so soaked up in rain 

Waiting for it to go to down the drain

I lose myself as I drown

I forget my memories 

Our whole lives

Out past lives

Caught up in a storm

Fear overcomes love

Love is the result of fear

Death brought a candle near

A flame and another tear

When I grow weary

The burden it shares plenty

I try to be alone

But have the whole world around my skull

A skeleton wrapped in the dark

A pharoah at heart

If I could only read your mind

Well I do

But so much is said

I can hardly keep track of my head 

Wherever the ghost and spirit wanders 

Wherever yonder

But don't lose me in the rain

Don't lose me in the pain

So the sun can bring 

Also then the rain

If I had time

If I knew the time

Fear would keep me blind

Rocking out to life

I'm glad I'm not behind bars

But I always was

Could it be a new life

Everyone says so

But the news is what it is

Be in the moment I must

The deceased were an omen

A love frozen

A scar inside

The third eye

So do more time

It could work out be wise

Life along said confines

The enlightened can be less wise

But give it time

Flood with new memories

Perahps you'll forget about the rest.

Don't drown in it

Yet also forget

A Nice Lizard

A Nice Lizard

An eye for an eye
Would make you blind
But having games and love lies
I'd rather stare at your eyes

So the sun has it's own mind
ADD I can't see why
I do everything like blind
And like a prayer for my eye

So I would know why
You can be him he can be her
Makes enough sense
In our engendered world

So a vaccine
I had a needle for drug money
The all seeing eye
Keeping me unseen, only in my sleep

So they rape me
Take everything I have to say
Use it against me
I'm still smart enough to survive every time
Without your money
Stay humble and truly kind
But raise a cuff
If I think of throwing a fist

Ever been arrested?
Then don't hit
Poverty keeps you stuck
But I'd rather be some where
If the lizard could shake it's shimmering tail
I'd feel better about all the wonderful calls and mail..

Some Psychopaths In My Mind

I was more thug

When you hadn't been in my life 

Not all thugs are criminals

I had more love in my life

Now my memory is poisoned inside

Steal my love with your dark eyes

I'm doing time for my own crime

But to say you weren't involved I wouldn't be blind

Weed can lead to jealously and lies

Sodmizers I despise stay wise

I once was a god and a father

I once was a teacher and a healer

You can take my life take my mind

Write a song write a rhyme

But what is mine is always mine

No remorse no regret

Shelf life for poison in our heads

Paranoid but I'm on the right path

Think you can do whatever you want

At the cost of others life

So I'm sure they know why

I loved all the women to the dearest

The brave men and elders know why

I don't have to be in another place 

To forgive all your lies

So this I must say

I know kindness you don't know why

I would never hurt a fly

The other guy had the compassion to see why

Everything revolves around our Sun

Saturn can strike with a fist

I won't let his enemies 

But his prophecy 

Be the death of me.

The Mask

Who wears their mask inside

Who wears it outside

Thought I was making jokes

To distract the insides and outside

And God knows why

Those can be so two faces

Why they can't get anything done

I wonder why

Two faced and jinns 

I know why

To all the daughters lives

Who wanted me to be dad 

Cause they knew why

You can slit my throat

But I'd never lie

Never know who or why

Presidents minds

I never lied about love

But you'd make a dove fight

Till he becomes a saint again

Cut his check for his rent

Poison his life again

Get in everyone's pockets

And they wonder why

Jinns see all the profits

But the world is chaos

I'm hardly the joke

But I'm outspoken

A cup of Joe

But the parliament

And people knew it all

How much could the eye reverse

As I breathe through ever hit 

And try to stand tall

There's More to It

There's more to it

I would never lie

But I would never know why

There's always a deeper meaning

To half truths

No absolute

Once a pilgram

Pillager and pillaged

To an old vision

A natural cause of precision

I'm hardly a victim

But more than the one to blame

A natural cause 

Of forgetting to read what we say

Deeper meanings and half truths

Through the veil

A word before it is read

A discussion before it is misled

A natural order

The rest would have troubles

If the sky new all truths

A federation above

A low can be misconstrued

As much as highs can be misused

But hey people can live love and die

But you can remember infamy

Famous we would know why

In the Rocky Mountains 

I met a woman on a wild trip

She was the same age same plant I don't forget.

Said I need to use my hips not my screen

But I grew tired of decay

I went down some rides

Sang loud and high

Another girl stolen by the women 

Who were loud and unforgiven

So I'm glued to my screen

Waiting for me to do

All I did so well

But the prison was hell

And the shadows could tell

So I can remember my life

The misty mountain rides

But I don't forget betrayal 

At least she fixed my back

Even though the poisonous greed

Left my gift and prize to stay inside

In a land far away

Who do you want to be?

God spells dog backwards

Would you stay with one of them

Or a pagan worshipping many

Or at worst a medicated zombie 

Neither is bad to me

God knew quite a bit

But with many you have the freedom to say out loud

A zombie you don't have to deal with it all

Do you have any alternatives in mind?

Like where we are too

Where we are becomes reality

If I was an ungodly beleiving zombie 

Life sure would be easy

But you know next time

I might cum in

Because it was alright in heaven

But you give me a black death

Nothing to do with your skin

So fight to survive

I see the great words and lines

Faces of God

A one world or many

On God or others.

Our relationships 

Mutually exclusive

Depends on how you

Choose to believe.

A poem for all

The truth

we have some kids

they have some secrets

hes the truth

all drugs are different

thats not a lie

so we hide

as I lay in proud sight

the Rest

lies in the domains

of the machine life

Recording sojourn

the beat rocks

the rest

In these chains and locks

a temporary freedom

Never leaves these homes

love conquers all

through stones and thrones

yeah I know 

My words carry this weights

we’re all fiends

Addicts she’s gold

hes old

a secret

I fathom

the money 

All remaining poetry:


I had a dream of the serpent and the bird

Am I with her?

She seems to be with another

But I am undercover

Until I become real

Well, I may be

But I am still in the maze

I couldn't give some

Because I've loved so much 

I'm drained it hurts

But I still have to give

Because it keeps me alive

But when I'm crawling out of death

Always and again

Can I give her more of my life?

Even if it was anyone else

My mind and soul are out of gel

But it's what got me this far

To the top of my world

To hell of the under

Because I don't know where I stand

I can be great then a mistake

Out of words for my minds verse

This love must mean something 

But I can't stop

I'm still full of 

Being bad at love

Thinking I should be with you

Because the real life I never did do

So why I see you fly and float too

It's easier to commit too

And I would just

Eat her ghost and bird.

I became alive too

I could even feel the bones and burns

But my body slumps

I'm charming but it's my gut

I used to be some

But what my mind has become

What I wondered if having some

Would change my mind and then some

But you see I have become less

My own hauntings wonder my head 

The love for these men

My brother again 

What they see in you

I wonder too

But I need reality too

Or what is, to define

I blew my mind

My kind

Reincarnation and karma

What do we see?

I don't mean to smell like misery

But this scab won't go away

Or it sometimes does

Eyes and faces through mud

I can't always tell what you say

But rig my mind as they say

We need to change the program

To rely on who can be more real

Who is the most real?

Who is fake?

What did everyone see

The eyes and faces that were around me

I was doing something right

I try to keep my brain alright

The joy in your faces

But my vision may be blurry as he paces

Searching far and wide

Seek I sometimes find 

Whoever reads my lines

Without have notes and a live to follow

But through someone else's eyes

You said you were a mirror

I bet I'd say the same

But I write my own songs

And records

For you too

Who would become?

My brother again

I'm at wits end

My life goes from

One cycle to the end 

What is next

Or what is present 

I exude some things

But the pressure it brings

The pressure to see

And be ideas and people of me

Connected infinitely.

A musician with news

A wanderer too

Who sold my charm and wit?

From one side

To the inside 

But who am I

Many ideas in mind

In due time

You will know my kind

15 minutes of fame

It sounds lame

The story of me insane

But full of games

Now I know why

I felt that way

In dismay

Some of myself to blame

Chaotic ways

No place to rest

Where could I be in jest

Only everywhere else in this mess

What was left of a man?

A hollow shell

The spirit was strong, the attraction was there

But the remainders, left him so meaningless and hollow

Birds coming into his face

Turned into faces in jest

Another wondrous test

Of a new life at best

But the entirety

Of the cosmic play

Had some sway

Even if I’m not sure

If the myth sees it this way,

Singularity and Love

Where are you

My violet flume.

The rest is all but said

Is there any more to say

The love the dreams

The way we used to be

And the memories of you and me

A glitch in the system apart at the seams

Funny it seems

My life glued to

Inside of 

A screen

In between you and me

This singularity

The division

The particularity of the insanity

As the rest divide me

In chasing after inner wealth

I never sought the worldly goods

I wish life was like this

Chasing more

You make me sick

But I can’t get enough of you


Telling me what to say think or do

I wish I was just 

In a cave

But I’m in the singularity

And I don’t see the world their way

I can be anyone

At the end of the day

In my tomb

Comes back around again

the world buried me in gold

his dead words

her lies

they try to

be my parents

but they caused this in the first place

and what’s left for me to say

all I wanted to do was

travel the world twice in a blur

and Share my story with the world

but no one believes me

how did they make so much money off my misery

and I’m not left with a dime or estate

and curses and hexes

always came this way

do I have anyone 

left at the end of the day

but my own tomb

Left to decay

with your shadows and projection

mirroring the life lost inside

with her

pretty misguided lies



lack of feelings and telling me the truth that lies inside

and I should have

had a fortune off the one you made off of me

will anyone ever understand these words

that is left to see

ill lay in my tomb

Until the rest becomes of me

My life

I must have mistaken

Selling my soul for a deed

Times misplaced

I gave more than I recieved

What is in an imaginary world

As cursed as the law as the Bible says

As disingenuous as some laws

The truth lies high

Above and beyond the contract they try

And Paul once said

The disciples led

They do way


Who I used to be

What I've become

A new life

A new home.

New space 

In times of survival

This I try

The truth of what lies

Will they see

I did a good deed

Even if evil became of me

But beyond good or bad

This I see

Heaven’s Gates

Heaven’s gates

I have long seen your place

Although I sin

i see the truth behind your ways

they dont

snoop Dogg doesnt

i could sense how bad they were

but I digress

all I want is food on the table and a safe place

but heavens artificial life turns this way

let me explain

they robbed my truth

he lies to the youth

about his charitable acts

and sodomizes my way

Lucifer and charlatans at the end of the day

it is still my heaven

despite how much I’ve sinned

because god sees my name and way

we are just stuck in our codes

at the end of the day

this today

for all my past friends and fans

traveling around the world in my head that way

It was never the bully or his rape

it was

my pursuit to truth

that led me to this way

this I will never stray

as I lay

and some are great

some lie

and rape 

my way

Maybe I made a mistake

What can I say

A lifetimes away

Thought I was your number one

But I’m also a crazy terrorist to some

I was just a peaceful Sufi

but our culture promotes violence you see

a poet like me

turned Hollywood dream

but I’ve had my spill of guts and fun

all peace and life

but I best leave before it hits the sewer

time to leave the star studded boulevard

memories and dreams I missed it at first

To the scorching sun

and one true one

until I can leave forever 

change my name

gone Forever

If Anyone Reads My Words

If anyone reads my words

I was my own lyric and verses

Endless laughter

Only the old know me

Stuck in a young body

I can't fill the cultural scene

I fall apart at the seams

I don't chase money and dreams

They just come to me

Money and a code

A programmers dream

A computer like me

Is 1s and 0s to infinity

And what am I left to do

But chase you and me

I love you to death

So funny that seems

Literally and figuratively

All the knowledge

All the lands

All the times

Being called crazy for what I see

Left as an outcast by society

I can only hope

What I read and write

Will seem normal and at ease in their sight