I've learned some things already.

I was trying to get a relief from actually technically finishing probation.

But was still dealing with him, and triple degree heat.

So I booked the train to San Diego.

And I have a pretty good place and I hope it's good.

And I return the 17th to Tucson, because it's important to continue trying to do some things there like move which I need to work on.

If this place accepts me.

But I also think the university was so rude in the conference toward me them specifically and also not really getting me as much involved or engaged sometimes they did others times it was difficult.

But you know I just needed space and they need space to help me with that.

And I am so much reminded of one true kindred spirit.

She knows who she is.

And I was so fortunate to have known and her and others who have been so beautiful.

And amazing.

And I come to California with good intentions.

While I work on my old soul retirement haha.

Well then it could help me go more places once we complete it.

But I think people understand.

And the smallest emotion can be conveyed to anyone no matter how different they are.

And I also think I am lucky to have all of you as readers following my posts.

I am going to share more about it, much more, and I will be doing a lot more writing.

And I hope they do well when I return the 17th.

Here's hoping,

and thanks

-Jamil

I have a place for a good while.

I'm perfectly confident of the digital world.

But we must obey the laws of physics.

And ensure everything in a country functions.

And the rest can scream away

Go away

I'm free 

i have to see the beauty and the scenes.

While my own abilities and remote viewing and seeing all the spirits sometimes gets in the way.

The actual action is what counts.

And I can be healthy safe and prosperous.

If I shut out all of the drama of my own home.

And be who I used to be.

And the more followers I had

The bigger the target on my head.

So I have a place and more to come.

While it will be peace.

The whole mockery was them making a mockery out of them while it was deviating from the impure.

I never want to be like them.

I just want to speak my words and thoughts on the platforms.

And it is very sad they fight over simply land in the wars.

And I wish my community was better everyday🙏

But it is getting triple digits.

Because so many people are addicted to oil.

I don't drive that much, but it should go electric.

And the reality is it very much only a tenth of a degree.

However it is still reasonable to say that would rise over time.

And also my truth, my heart to you.

For beauty and wisdom.

And knowledge, and safety.

Believe in what really happened.

The truth shall set you free

I guess a good amount of people come here.

Firstly, I already knew God and had God's wisdom in my 20s.

I met a revelatory figure who championed and encouraged the Spirit within me.

I have long since atoned and believed in Jesus since then.

I also have has a troubled rod with my own faith.

As the state, government and corporate power's try to override God and faith and religion in general.

Yet everyone believes in something, even if you're Atheist.

So to understand God and the power of the holy spirit.

Or God in any faith tradition, and it is a very similar visceral experience in all of them.

The corporate and satanic psychopathic behaviors are what cause the mess in the world.

But understanding wisdom, gnosis, quantum physics, ans spirituality, with a more holistic world. is my view.

Because then people would just be kind in general, and have post conventional morality when they grow.

And the line between good and evil wouldn't be so blurry.

If we could alter our DNA to be a more perfect species, and understand AI, but have much needed human intelligence with it.

And as I apply  for an SSDI check, that I hope will be a higher amount, that would offset the whole digitial AI revolution within my own view and vision.

To expand social security and give them checks to offset labor replaced by AI would be the goal.

But with all these businesses in AI, it seems everyone just wants to leave me behind, because I have short work history and took vows of poverty as part of my religion years ago.

So maybe, I am very progressed spiritually, but not as much materially.

But I hope that will change with what we are applying for, hope, as pray.

And these psychopaths and sociopaths should learn how to mirror and train themselves to think more compassionately.

And as I have this rotating circus around my head, if I get the check, I can get out of the country and go to a more peaceful place.

Because to travel the world was a great thing, so was college, so was learning.

I'm just a drop in the ocean.

Who had a simple life.

And just wants to be seen, respected, encouraged.

Because for the 99%, life is all about survival.

Life about survivial, and hopefully them adjusting for inflation.

And if I was in a sustainable community.

Maybe I wouldn't have this life.

And they created me as a directed energy weapon anyways.

And stop cowering and be a respectable human being.

Ms. Harris

So with the rest of the government.

So also for anyone else.

Who even wanted to sick this dog on me.

Maybe you can just be more spiritual and loving.

Like some people are.

Creating war

Raising prices

We need to he more involved.

Literally the dirtiest department

I get an official order from the judge

I can even share it here.

But this sore loser stalked me on the internet.

Now he's a creeper.

And for the rest of them

And

really is bad and so disturbing.

A nightmare

But I find my comforts

More like the shining.

And more like my light dimming

Because maybe I had to improve that.

And I would appreciate any comments toward my work.

I will wait for a special someone to quit them and not have them stalk or be in

my spiritual world

And

I am that

Saint Germaine

Dont even touch me

Sick department

Serpico

Dirty money

Dirty ideas

They are illogical vindictive

bitter jealous of my work

Disgusting

That you could have reached out to me personally

But there were no outlets

And things should be more peaceful and serene

And freedom should ring.

But it was digital enslavement

Who's gonna take the weight

Waking Life

And being truly free and why did you feel that way about me.

What's next

Stay tuned

I swear to God I know you read this.

And I am off probation but they are still harassing me.

Calling anyone in Tucson, go make his life hell against his injustice and sralking and abuse.

I am leaving Monday and I am not going to allow this to happen.

Maybe I will find a new life if things work out, maybe I will find a new way.

It's life or death to get out for freedom and wisdom and peace..

Bad people. And gangstalkers and the police should act on him

People with white sounding names are better set up for success in the majority.

And, it's fact, with all my work, school and jobs.

So, I'm going to a place more tolerant.

And like MLK, let someone not be judged by their race ir color of their skin but by their character.

Whatever, I don't even believe she makes much more money than me anyways.

And J I can go by whatever name I want to go by.

It's a majority rules in America.

I hope she wakes up and sees the light.

Because mine has gotten so dim.

And I would not like to be judged on hiring applications for my name.

And any job.

They should fix that.

So should fix peace life and tranquility.

As wel general rest

And understanding, and wisdom.

I am looking forward to taking a vacation this summer.

I try to be the love.

And I hope they accept me wherever I go.

Moving sounds promising, it's going to get crazy hot here.

And I have friends some of them who I am surrounded by and sort of just drown with me.

Although I hope to keep moving like I used to.

As I am trying to deal with plans life, and joy, and wisdom.

I hope I can contonue to ser the light.

Because some people make it very dark.

Although it doesn't have to be this way.

And wealth can be shared, not hoarded.

And the economy life can prosper when wealth and progressive taxes are resdistributes.

And I just meditate.

As I wait for them to improve.

I'll post some photos and experiences from my journey and quest.

would love to hear from you..

Keep updated for more of my life and experiences.

-J

At first I was going to live in the Netherlands.

I can work but Florida set me up with SSI

And they want to keep people stuck on that welfare trap.

And then the people here are misery

But misery loves company

And you can get me through the next nine days

While I look for a place

Or live in my tent.

The choice should work

There is plenty of ability.

And enough annoying people.

To get through it.

And find my way

On my own

Not what you're telling me

And they did this

I will be alive either way

I hope I can make it out alive

The least you can do

Is defend me from all this hurt and pain

And get me to a better plan

My own plan

My own way.

Well. Send me away, to the mountains,

my gift,

my curse

my

blood 

my abuse

my prescriptions

my distance

my sadness

my loneliness

my lack of profit

because i was a free ride

and that's the way

and

you could go somewhere else

and dont harass

you all cheated

on me

ans 

i wish i could live my best life with someone

too bad they just want to trap me in my own devices

i hope you read this

and i know you've been here

I know you've been there

and it's blood

a cursed disco

a multiversal

beyond one dimensions

and maybe 

maybe my parents

and university 

would ever let me in

well i did more

i can get more

i hope 

send me away

hey mr millionaire

twice as nice when you share.

I am officially free

But the dirty feds harass still

And Harris lied

And I know all the real things about people.

And their dirty money laundering

Causing inflation

And the civilians and community is fine

It's the dirty people I have to worry about

Of the people

And those girls can go screw themselves

And everything can be more content and wise

As I read, Jung, my therapist and others.

Wondering how did these people get so low

And they lie cheat and slander

And the reality unfolds

As I integrate the dark and light

Reminded of the good times

And their bullshit funding for vouchers

Because it all went in the administrators pockets

And not to you or anyone else themselves

And their dirty corruption

And fake bs

And they can go target someone else

As I'm reminded of my therapists who actually gave a shit

To listen understand comprehend

That the economy used to be much better

So they can go focus on the world problems

Not me myself

And all these wealthy millionaires and billionaires who you funded and made rich

Can try to my book for 7.99

As I hold my family to me

And listen to the light

Try to stay clean

All an evil agenda

If they ever actually listened to good advice

And this po can go screw himself

Too bad I mentally scarred him

Cheating snake

and I know God

Not a white supremasict Christian

And fake billions and millions